Two years ago today, I found out I was pregnant with Connor. Aaron had left 2 days earlier for a deployment. It was only nine days after ovulation, I wasn’t even late for my period yet. I was due August 1st, but he ended up coming at 24 weeks, stillborn, on April 12th.

Today, coincidentally, I am also nine days past ovulation.

This puts my due date at August 1st, just like with Connor.

It’s bittersweet, I’m happy, but scared shitless of another loss.